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Hate that I love you.
Saturday, May 23, 2009, 8:39 AM

When I’m peeved & things don’t go my way, I act like a spoilt kid. I say things to spite you, made ugly remarks and demand more. In the end instead of wanting you to be gone, I want you here even more.

I speak before I think. Words that came out from my mouth can be pretty spiteful at times. And for that, the words pierced through your heart, create quite an impact resulting in disappointment. Only then I realize my words hurt you and guilt fills me in.

I still DO bear grudges, and it’s unhealthy. I can forgive and not forget. I should learn to let go of things and have my deep breathing exercise each time I don’t feel right. Or I could start enrolling myself to yoga classes?

Sorry dear. You can blame it on the alcohol, menses. Forever & ever, babe.