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when life pushes you around&you get hit hard,
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Friday, January 16, 2009, 4:22 AM
Its been so long, that I haven’t seen your face,Trying to be strong but my strength is pushing me away.
sorry for the long hiatus. to my friends who’ve been secretly reading my blog, thank you(: given the heavy workload im experiencing now, i wont be blogging that often. but you know the drill, im just a buzz away (:
yourstruly here has turn into an busy woman. tons and tons of projects due soon, exams in a month time and ive yet to start on my revision. im refraining myself from watching shows online, heading to bed early so that i would have a better start of the day, avoid going home late and make an effort to at least read a few pages of my notes. ever since love went to camp, ive changed my habits of sleep. amazingly, ive been having eight hours of sleep. just the other day, i had only 6 hours of sleep and my friends commented that i look that i could just explode anytime. and Dila continued by saying, “you should have seen if she’s very awake” haha. then right then, we reminisce about that day when she slept over my house. a cup of cappuccino before going to bed, WHO WOULD DO THAT?! and our one minute of bimbo moment. haha. they would never fail to put a smile on my face. & that is why I love them.
mum can be such a dear to me and annoying at the same time. when I was watching teevee and she was on the phone with dad, she suddenly slapped my thigh. and, somehow my reflex was so good that i hit her back and the cycle goes on till she hung up the phone. thank god it went on for a few seconds. haha. and seeing that i was tired when i did my project, she asked me to lie beside her and she gave me a shoulder massage. it felt good and so relaxing. i love her too(:
and i am so not looking forward to the weekends. we got to skip our usual Saturday dates, only this weekend. thank god. i miss you already, baby. his phone is acting up on him and i cant receive the usual morning and lunch messages. sigh. and what’s worst this weekend? Sunday is our 11th and i have to either celebrate it at work or at home doing my project and love will be gone for 6 days out-field camp. thanks NS.
and why do i feel that i could just breakdown anytime? today is mentally tiring. i guess i wasn’t good enough to mask my emotions. one moment i can just laugh, one moment i just paused and felt down. i have to stop here. i don’t wanna go on any further. oh, by the way. i was thinking of re-doing my lj for only private stuffs.
till then,
to my NPfriends: goodluck for the upcoming exams & lets move on to year 3 together!(:
to my other friends: I miss yall. No matter where yall are, youre always remembered.