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Tuesday, December 09, 2008, 9:20 AM
hey.oooh, december is ending and soon its gonna be a whole new year! too many things have happen in the year of 2008. whut ive come to realise is that, life's not all fun&play. there's times where you need to really sit and think about what you want in life. im glad with the people i meet in life, with the many obstacles and oppurtunities given, the ups&downs in life, ive come to learn a whole lot of it. but thats not it, ive still got a lot more to learn.
now, im still unsure with what i want in life. ive got one and a half more years till i graduate, insyallah. nursing was the last thing that i ever wanted to go. i used to regret not doing well in my o's and couldnt go to the course that ive wanted. why used to? cause like they say, if you still have regrets that goes to show that youve not moved on. things happen for a reason. God wants me to learn from my mistakes and He plans all these for us for a reason..
if not for Him, i will not be who i am now. thanks to Him, im able to meet new people and have that special friendship.
ive always thought that nursing is not my cup of tea but after going to different attachment, ive grown to like it. seeing people appreciating you for the things youve done, caring for a total stranger and seeing them discharge all healthy, always making sure theyve had their medication, going to an extra mile to make them comfortable.. attachment have also helped me prepare in the near future. the politics thats gonna happen, there's people that will bring you down and the list goes on and on. i hope i will get pass all that if i really want to be a nurse. &i think nursing's gotta be one of my option in life.
what im glad about 2008 is that, ive learnt alot of things in life. im glad they have always been there for me when in time of need, always motivating me to go for it, pushing me real hard 'cause its for my own good. entertaining my silly antics, being patient with me, that many advices given, tolerating with my bad-ass attiude. i thank yall for being a part of my life. okay, im starting to tear now.... but i really appreciate all the things that you guys have done for me, be it just lending a listening ear. thank you Ruzaini, Adilah, Yasmin, Fazillah, Aisah, Rohaiza, Farah .. you guys deserve a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig xoxos for always being there for me this year. im glad, i met yall(:
i cant blog anymore. time is too precious for me right now, with less than 96 hours left!!
im all quoted by aza, sexcited for kkh posting!(: