wordsilongtohear
foreverandeverbabe
haziqah idris.ar
when life pushes you around&you get hit hard,
you just gotta rise, look ahead&move on.
yang sudah, itu sudah(:
Thursday, September 04, 2008, 10:00 AM
im contemplating to put up lucky by jason mraz feat colbie caillat or this is me by demi lovato ... heyy(:
its only the forth day of puasa&bebe&me are already missing things. okay, more lyke me. he dont really say it or show it. only depends on his mood, which i dont lyke=( man are lyke woman now. we dont even know whut they are thinking. rah. ohkay, i dont even know whut im talking about.
mmmm ... anyways, fasting month's been great. 'm tested mentally, physically&emotionally. but eveything's going smoothly, for now. lesser fights, lesser misunderstandings, more love shown(: broke fast with familia in the first two days&on the third day, broke fast with bebe at magicwok after work. it was nice break fasting with him, i dont know. i cant find the right words to describe how i feel. prolly, its been a long tyme since i broke fast with someone im emotionally attached? the last tyme was ..... never, i think? i hope that wont be our first&last tyme breaking fast tog&i hope he feels the same was as i do .. im happy with the way things are right now. im glad i didnt lose my temper that easily these few days&im glad i felt calm after a while. im glad theres ramadhan(:
back to work on the third day of fasting. more of a ghost town, lyke whut the old staffs would call it if there no customer or just a few. ahhhhhhhhhh, i miss the old bunch already. i hope we could meet up to break fast again this year. &yea, today's dinner was a lil bit busy, but we manage to break our fast. bebe got me some popiah&green tea 'cause he knows that imma workaholic. yeaaaa, whutever;) &yeah, his mum gave me this box full of dates as a token of appreciation for the cookies i made for them. i feel bad tho 'cause i didnt expect anything in return. &it was nice of her to give me&my family some dates tho my new recipe cookies didnt really turn out good. =/
timecheck: 2.03am &im still not sleeping yet. bebe is so gonna screw me, after buka if he ever read this(: anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy, regarding my title. its actually .. yea, about the past. read the old comments __ sent &it did bother me for a while. but i just gotta let it go ... 'cause, its just the past. sometymes, i just have the urge to ask more ... but i know it will hurt... ignorance is a bliss. uhm, thats all for now. not gonna blog much about this. some things are better left unsaid&be personal.
till then, goodnight&to those muslims, dont curik-curik makanan ehhhh. nanti tak boleh raya(:
im glad to have you celebrating ramadhan witme(: