wordsilongtohear
foreverandeverbabe
haziqah idris.ar
when life pushes you around&you get hit hard,
you just gotta rise, look ahead&move on.
chillicrab... urgh.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 9:20 AM
today is definitely that will be kept in my mind&heart. thank you, love.hmmmm.. today is worth the cab rides here&there, the worries about its gonna rain, the small talks in between which can be frustrating etc. but whaddaheckkk. whut matters is that, youre here.. right beside me to do all that together. its been a long tyme since we last head to the beach&had those tymes where its all love&happiness¬ forgetting, loads of peekchas. i want more! (:
&so, i cabbed down to amk 'cause its was lyke so last min due to the change of weather. still, we decided on the beach. watched a game-plan the whole journey to parkway parade. peyton is super super cute ohkay. bebe watched it lyke, three tymes i think? i remember i watched gameplan with dila on her birthday&whut i lyke about it was that, we cried in the cinema watching that movie. thinking back, ive never cried in a cinema with a girl before&yea, before you knew we were hugging each other, comforting each other. i really really reallayyyyyyyyyyyyyyye love that movie. okay, 'nuff with digressing. oh, okay. we did a lil shopping there. bought a top for bebe& some inner wear fo me. heeeeeeee. had long john, omph! i dig the fries. i cant think of food right now any longer, which i will explain why later on. then we head down to ecp&feeling feeling bay watch. nah! its nice to see your boyfriend, having a lil kid in hym. how come there's this thing here? whuts this? just so you know bebe, i was smiling to myself when you were doing&'playing' around. & that explains why i kept on snapping pics of you, which im looking at right now. i love you(:
so, we head down to MacDee&deciding where to eat. first choice was that steamboat place, but due to limited choices&that woman dont even understand whut i say despite saying in mandarin.
me: uhm, you sell pork here eh?
that woman: uhhhh...
me: zhu...? (pork..?)
that woman: we had bu-ferd.
she pronouce buffet as bu-ferd. &whats frustrating was that, well. i said it. oooooooooooooooooookay, anyway we took a cab, intended to eat at the hawker centre near ecp. &that gatal boyfriend of mine ask me if we wanted to go chai chee. made him make a decision &we went to chai chee 'cause he was craving for chilli crab. we ordered baby squid, chilli crab&seafood fried rice. omph! yummmm. we manage to finish the food, but whuts wasted was that we didnt take any pictures of the food, but bebe took an unglam side of me eating the crab. trying hard to maintain&he still can say"luckily this is not our first date" asswipe(: &the workers there had to give me crab-cracker? when he saw me struggling to break the outer part of the crab for a few minutes? heh. &after one hour, we manage to finish that chilli crab. super super full i tell you. till now i feel&can see my boncet. okay, shut up bebe. now i boncet-cet can?(: we were super high on chilli crab&we had dufficulty taking the bus&it was all full of laughters(: so now, you know why me&bebe would not want to think abouy chilli crab? we were stuffing ourself, forcing to finish it. hurhur.
okay, then once we reached serangoon, bebe was being super annoying i tell you. acting lyke one small kid. no, wait. still a small kid(: i want waterrrrrrrrrrrrr. i want waterrrrrrrrr. heeee. he was super lazy that he had to take cab down to yew tee. so in total, we took 3 cabs in day, in total $30+&50 on food. sicne i didnt do much shopping for myself, why not just indulge in food?& i was thinking to get that jersey for that lil one&dinner for fam. hmmm..
reason being why i wrote everything in detail is because, i really really enjoy myself today&that i still cant sleep. not that i would forget anything that happen today, i will definitely not. i wish everyday could be lyke this. lyke one of my friend saying, "its not about the no. of fights you have. its about how much you yearn for each other&love each other." so true, so true. &bebe, though its not for us to decide, lets just have more happy moments together&to be kept in memory. half a year together&despite those fights, im still loving you. i hope it goes the same for you too.. eight months knowing each other&still, knowing&understanding each other better. somehow, somewhat, i want you here right beside me&i wanna massage you&watch you sleep. i missed those moments where you would lie down on my lap&we would stare blankly to each other, i missed those tymes where you would assure me with things, i missed those tymes where we were happily in love, with no signs of fights. lets make things happen, together. hold my hand tight&never let me go. with this post, i end it with... i love you&being in your arms the whole day is something, i cherish<3
&i sooooooooo need to sleep right now. i start at 2 later on. till then, goodnight lovelies.
&oh, pics will be uploaded soon, i promise(: