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foreverandeverbabe
haziqah idris.ar
when life pushes you around&you get hit hard,
you just gotta rise, look ahead&move on.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 1:30 AM
happy 52nd birthday dearest dad=)
things hasnt been great for the past few months, but do know that you still have us, your family. i admit, im not a perfect daughter. ive not been listening to your advice, ive not been putting myself in you shoe, ive been prettaye much selfish&stubborn, i did not spare a thought for your feelings. almost-18 years of living, ive been taking things for granted, especially you. i didnt cherish things&always thought that i would always get whut i wanted. i didnt see that you would always come home late at night, just to support your family. ive gotta admit, ive been sucha spoilt lil princess of yours to see all the hard work&shiats you have to go thru. things hasnt been fair for you, but you still stand strong. for who? for your family, who's been depending on you all the time.
i missed those tymes when you would bring the whole family to the beach. i missed those tymes we had our laughter and fun under the sun. we would always have our family outing to the beach&i assume thats where you&mama always date?:) youre always being over protective with whut i wanted, where i wanna be, be it the school, courses i take, the people whom i befriend. ive always see it in a negative way, thinking that you wanted to take my life away, controlling me. now then i realise, you want the best for me.
only when things like this happen,that is when i realise how much youve sacrifice for the whole family, how much we mean to you, lyke how much you mean to us. it must been a tough month or period of tyme for you, but bear in mind we still love you&no matter whut happens. you still have our back. &despite those words you used on me in the past, i love you still. im trying to appreciate life even more¬ take things/anyone for granted.
after the dinner we had as a family, it brings us closer. smiles on our faces, your forever lame jokes, made me appreciate our family even more.
i love you,papa=) & i thank you for bringing me up the right way& being over-protective over me though you dont show it.